Thursday, February 5, 2009
Hey its 5 february...
its my birthday...
im soo happy to be a year older...
wishes from people..
oh hell yea im happy...
BUT BLOODY!
its my my birthday but its NOT!
its feels like the volcanoe just errupted!!
my heart is bleeding bad...
scoldings is what i heard since morning...
only patience in me could help...
its already at its limit...
i broke my own promise!!
aaarrgghhh!!!
told myself not to be angry...
but i did?
it happens just in a blink of an eye...
and thats it?
never expected you to say that...
the words from you were
fast and smooth...
like as if it was been planed..
but it didnt....
it was natural...
how could ever people could resist
those words of your...
your mouth moves beautifully...
but the words aint as beautifully as it can be...
how could that be?
i just couldnt hold back anymore...
i couldnt...
trying to understand you that your sick...
i did...
but how could you?
trying to take back the words you said?
its aint simple as one two three or A B C
its not...
its just soo unbelieveable...
how?
fluently said that...
was it just to test me?
made me realised myself?
what issit actually?
my dreams had shattered...
till no remaining of it is left...
to be fixed...
its has mixed this thinest air that any1 could see...
juz like a size of an atom i could say?
how gosh...
maybe dreams were only meant for dreams...
wasnt for a reality...
it takes time for my heart to mend to its normal self...
but i couldnt do anything at this point
but to accept
that sentence of yours...
PUAS HATI TKYAH CARRY ON...
omg...
its soo simple to be said...
which had the greatest impact of my life now...
on this faithful day of my 17th birthday...
and this was my birthday present afterall...
are we offically?
Labels: unforgetable birthday of mine (:
it wasnt my fault. 5:57 PM
