Friday, February 6, 2009
My mood been swinging here and there..
tried to control it but i just cant...
hadnt ate since then...
stomach making noises..
but no cares?
tried to occupy myself wif something...
and study is the best thing...
and really time flies..
like hell fast?
i had never expected that somehow...
i could be happy while doing homework...
my first time experiencing it...
but come to think back...
its STUPID MATHS HOMEWORK!
makes me go berserk!
i HATE maths now...
i need to give this special thanks to
MR KOH!
for making my faith in maths gone away...
what kind of teacher is this?
soo demoralising...
having two faces to me?
being good infront of me...
but at the back...
u actually hates me like hell lot?
if u happens to read this...
im glad...because
what mistakes did i make to make you
have this perception of me?
WTH YOU!
if u dont even want me...
say it straight at my FACE!
because right now...
i dont even need a teacher like you!
you go to HELL!
hate you alot!
you can get the HELL out of my F life!
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think of school...
just made me hate you even worse...
get it CLEAR...
who i could call 'teacher'
GET LOST!
i guess...
my mom were dissappointed in me...
i didnt even ate a single thing she cooked for me...
on my soo call 'birthday'
sooo unreal!
never in my life again...
im happy on my birthday...
5 feb?
might as well it will be the date that
im dying?
sound more like it...
i just couldnt get you out of my mind...
thinking of you...
will just make me filled wif mixed feelings...
am i suppose to feel
angry?
sad?
frustrated?
depressed?
happy?
worried?
omg...
with those words coming out of you mouth...
everything were soo clear...
a lesson for me to learn...
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED
get it?
i dont know who i am now...
someone...
could u lend me your hands and give me ure guidance?
will you?
im lost here...
it wasnt my fault. 12:58 AM
