Saturday, December 6, 2008
its already been days...
its proven...
we are not the same...
everything between us...
dont feel right...
i had never...
expected you to be like this...
for the past 6 months since i met you...
you had never been like this...
you had been soo sweet..
like a candy...
and somehow...
now..
u sound different...
i just dont get it..
i realised...
i havent know the real you i guess...
i thought...
i had known you...
but now...
i didnt...
you dont seems to be happy anymore...
when we both on the phone...
you sound moody...
angry...
you not the happy girl i once knew...
i must say...
i had failed my task...
i had always wanted you to be happy...
but now...
you often get mad...
im felt that...
your love for me...
is fading...
issit true?
im aint in a good condition now...
everything seems different...
unlike before...
u tend to shoot words at me...
everything the words you said...
makes me broke down...
my hands were shivering..
when you shoot words at me..
i cant even be strong like i used too...
you had weaken me to the core...
im aint a guy...
that could satisfy you or..
makes you happy...
look deep in your heart...
find the answer to it...
are your feelings faded towards me?
the strong magnetic bonds..
that holds us together are soon gona break...
just tell me if you really...
and really meant it...
that you really wanna be wif me..
in future to come...
theres still many fishes in the sea...
much more better then me...
im aint a guy meant for you...
i can see through it all...
im still cherishing this moment before..
its gone...
i shall give you all the time in the world you need...
to find the answer...
if you feelings is really for me...
if theres someone better then me..
do tell me...
because that would makes me realise...
im aint the same league as you..
and aint a guy for you...
its kinda hard for me to be posting this...
when im crying...
its all i can say...
tell me the truth and only truth with no regrets...
call me when you have the answer to your heart...
it wasnt my fault. 2:18 AM
