Saturday, December 20, 2008
day by day...
time by time...
passes quickly without us
even noticing it...
same goes for us...
everything changing soo quickly...
how could i just deny that
we faces lots of arguement...
im just a sissy boy...
who always run around from the arguement...
without solving it...
or issit i found it waste of time?
the arguements are not necessary...
its not a must for us to face...
but why arent we avoiding it?
but yet...
we are allowing it to pass through
between our relationship...
theres no reason for us to be fighting...
if thats the case...
it means every 2 days..
we will fight once...
its had been repeating itself...
issit true when people said that..
history will repeat itself?
im starting to believe in it...
somehow...
somewhere deep in me...
i really dont want...
i wont explain my reason nomore...
because it wont do abit...
u might think im selfish...
or maybe im...
just like ur lil bro said...
im selfish...
i wont care abit for anybody...
even for you...
seeking for my own happiness is all i do...
i didnt think for a second for you...
how could i?
deadmeat...
i change alot...
but i dont seem to realise it at all...
i getting back to my oldself...
its always you who gets the heartache...
not me...
im the caused of it...
your tears will soon b worthless...
once you realised it...
that im aint a guy for you...
this would be my last sorry...
its heavy for me to say this but...
i just want you to be happy...
with who you want to be...
i dont want to be the heartache of your...
baby...
maybe calling you by the name baby...
would be my last too...
baby...
please seek for your own happiness...
i want baby to be happy...
go..
go find someone that is zillion times better than me...
please...
i beg you...
i dont want to hurt you nomore...
u had felt too much...
enough is enough...
please find someone better than me...
i dont want to see you cry again...
go and search the dream MR..
that you been searching all these while...
let us be the memories for the learning journey...
of finding the one you really love...
please...
please baby...
*cries*
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