Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Why must it be like this baby?
tell me why?
i had imagined yesterday to a sweet day for us...
oh...
it turn bad instead?
why?
you might say im spying on you...
not trusting you...
or etc...
but if really im spying on you...
i would already followed you to sentose...
w/o you knowing...
not trusting?
if i didnt...
i wont even let you go...
but yet...
im happy that you go...
and have fun...
yesterday...
just a short talk face to face...
will change everything....
just a short talk...
everything would be fine...
i was expecting you...
to keep asking me why...
i stayed at vivo until u finished eating...
i thought you will ask me why...
but instead you scold me...
i went out of home at 4.15pm
and reach vivo at 5pm...
went all the way just for you...
b4 that...
i went BPP..
brought things for you...
luckily...
i didnt brought that thing along...
or else i will be like a stupid dog...
with no direction to go...
haizz...
i brought a small gif you..
that thing...
is something to put at ure hp...
there is a small RED ROSE..
which indicate LOVE between us...
in the glass...
there a phrase
I LOVE YOU...
i told myself when i at vivo...
that by today i need to gif that thing...
to you...
but i wasnt strong enough...
i wasnt strong enuff...
to outstand the hurting impact...
that tym...
i really broke down...
when u call me and scold me..
asking me to go home...
im crying...
infront of the F crowds...
met you at busstop...
still...
im not strong enuff...
to see you into the eyes...
why?
why aint i strong?
why must i always be weak?
i hate it!!
ARGH HATE!
it wasnt my fault. 8:26 AM