Friday, November 21, 2008
Just an hour left...
Everything around me is different..
Without you around...
is difficult for me to move on...
hard for me to breathe..
theres no air for me to inhale..
those pool of tears will soon be
a ocean for each
tears that drips...
your voice that been
fixing my broken heart..
will soon be unheard...
pieces by pieces...
My heart is back to its oldself...
Just a broken hearted boy...
The laughter that we shared...
would be laugh alone...
this sense of great lost...
troubled me onto going...
these zillions of feelings...
captures me into a world of dreams...
i dont know what will happen...
but for sure...
im scared...
for 9days...
im aint around...
not knowing what are you doing...
who you going out wif...
who you calling...
who you msging...
SHYT...
im just scared...
scared of losing you...
i know that we are far...
from each other...
Yet we are close...
i had mend you deeply inside my heart...
nothing can make me stop loving you...
im scared that within 9days...
i would lose you to someone else...
which i dont want to see...
how i wish...
i could bring you along side wif me...
so that i could monitor you wif all my love...
but soon...
only shadows accompany...
everyday...
i promise...
i will wish on apon a star...
to help you through the night...
without thinking about me too much...
as so, you would have a goodnyt sleep...
that star...
will guide you...
and will tell you...
that im fine there...
that star would even tell you...
something that writen deep in my heart...
that is...
how badly i need you...
the strong love i have for you...
yes..
is all true baby...
its my last day before the trip...
soo i guess i post till now...
just wif simple words...
but lastly...
nurul suaidah...
could you be sure that i wont lose you?
to anyone else?
can?
im just scared...
:'(
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