Friday, November 21, 2008
Labels: so long bye.
it wasnt my fault. 5:24 PM
Labels: baby im scared.. it wasnt my fault. 12:26 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Labels: im sorry... it wasnt my fault. 10:26 AM
it wasnt my fault. 12:15 AM
Just an hour left...Everything around me is different..Without you around...is difficult for me to move on...hard for me to breathe..theres no air for me to inhale..those pool of tears will soon bea ocean for eachtears that drips...your voice that beenfixing my broken heart..will soon be unheard...pieces by pieces...My heart is back to its oldself...Just a broken hearted boy...The laughter that we shared...would be laugh alone...this sense of great lost...troubled me onto going...these zillions of feelings...captures me into a world of dreams...i dont know what will happen...but for sure...im scared...for 9days...im aint around...not knowing what are you doing...who you going out wif...who you calling...who you msging...SHYT...im just scared...scared of losing you...i know that we are far...from each other...Yet we are close...i had mend you deeply inside my heart...nothing can make me stop loving you...im scared that within 9days...i would lose you to someone else...which i dont want to see...how i wish...i could bring you along side wif me...so that i could monitor you wif all my love...but soon...only shadows accompany...everyday...i promise...i will wish on apon a star...to help you through the night...without thinking about me too much...as so, you would have a goodnyt sleep...that star...will guide you...and will tell you...that im fine there...that star would even tell you...something that writen deep in my heart...that is...how badly i need you...the strong love i have for you...yes..is all true baby...its my last day before the trip...soo i guess i post till now...just wif simple words...but lastly...nurul suaidah...could you be sure that i wont lose you?to anyone else?can?im just scared...:'(
I didnt had a good night sleep...bodyaching leg cramps...eyes heavy...eyes red...having a good sleep yesterday...is totally impossible...i kept thinking...about my attitude towards her...i realised it..im starting to show attitude to her..from bad to worse...what changing me?i really dont know...is what she say really true?my trust for her is LACKING?my love for her is FADING?NO!its not true...i had always trusted her from thevery begining...i always love her from the very startwhen i SAW her...i know its true...im aint being understanding nowdays...getting angry over a small matters...oh gosh...what am i coming to?i do know its a mistake for you...but its okey...you already said SORRY right?(:i know im being soo rough at youdo FORGIVE ME can?whatever happens between us...you should know...my love is meant only for you...for now...i had already forget about the arguement yesterday...i love you baby..my one & only CUCUMBER!!hehemwuah!
okey best...i just came back from work...and guessed what..im not in the mood right now...i thought of updating someexperience of mine during work...and how i miss those times i had wif you..but i got no mood...