Thursday, October 30, 2008

Well firstly...

i would wan to thank my babygirl..

for helping me to change my blogskin...

thankyou very much...

not been updating for such a long time...

maybe i just didnt have the time?

or plain lazy?

well thats me...

lazy pig... (:

Secondly...

babygirl...

i do like the blogskin..

once again i thankyou...

it clearly can be seen that...

nowdays...

we hardly get peace between us...

war here and there just because of small matters...

Issit because of my EGO?

erm..

I cant be more understanding?

erm...

I cant be more patience?

well...

i dont even know myself...

i would only let you judge me..

better that i let others judge me

than me myself judging...

its kinda ridicules to judge our ownself...

its weird for me to say this kinda stuff to you...

but i really need you to know...

erm...

u really changed alot..

i meant it...

u did change alot my dear...

ure hand is soo LIGHT

ure mouth is soo FREE

but please...

theres a limit okey my dear?

i hope you understand these...

doesnt mean that for me..

u had changed...

bcoz i do changed in time as well...

but my love for you...

had NEVER i mean it NEVER EVER changed..

i had love you from the very start..

and im the one who wanted harris & ida to be ONE..

how could i ever leave you?

i love the old you...

seriously...

i wan the old nurul suaidah back...

i wont write youre full name (:

and i really wan the old ida back?

could ii my dear?

i read your blog...

yest at around midnight...

i do understand ure situation now...

+ ours?

daioz...

ure situation is totally dot dot dot...

i had never thought of breaking up wif you...

erm or i can say ONCE i did thought of it...

and that was during the first couple of days...

when we had fight for 3 days?

didnt talk?

didnt msg?

the problem is caused by ayun?

but ever since u explained to me...

i make sure i really did forget all abt it...

soo i did admit now..

i thought of breaking up wif you ONCE...

and now...

u thought that breaking up is the best solution?

maybe its the best for you...

but not me...

the past 4 months... +1month when we get to knw

each other...

how could i ever forget the memories that we shared?

frankly speaking...

i cant forget...

most people said...

THERES MANY FISHES IN THE OCEAN..

but for me..

theres none beside you..

how could i forget you?

like you said to me before...

theres always something for us to learn...

in every arguement we had..

didnt you?

i could recall it my dear..

our memories are still fresh in my mind...

but since now...

u thought breaking is a best solution?

well i guess i wont hold back anymore...

and u said...

ure giving up already...

its youre decision...

and i do respect youre decision...

its all in youre hands my dear...

but always think twice before u do something..

i wont be mad at you..

and i need to bring this message across..

i love you wif all my heart...

i said these..

because im sure...

i do love you..

and youre my only one...

i dontknow if im to be sad or happy..

I WAN THE OLD IDARIS BACK..

PLEASE...

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