Wednesday, September 3, 2008
in this silent night...
talking things out...
i had let it all out what i have to say..
today's conversation..
is something unusual...
right at this moment...
im shivering..
im scared...
with all thats to come..
i know..
i hv been bad...
i realised it all now...
im a bad.. really bad...
if theres a point of time..
that tolerating my attitude
is a pain in the ass...
please tell me soo...
coz enough is enough...
im aint hurting you anymore further...
right now...
my mind is completely lost..
got no aim in life...
this is my huge downfall in life...
still shivering while typing all these...
why did have the courage to still
tolerate me?
while others would have left me earlier...
why are you going so far...
juz for me?
im not the person you are searching for..
frankly speaking...
i really not the type of guy youre searching...
i must admit...
i do love you...
but sometimes...
as in always...
took you for granted...
i have never satisfied you
wit all my doings...
all i did was giving you the pain in the world...
i realised who i am now...
im not good for you syg...
think back...
i think you got the wrong guyz...
maybe u were blind for accepting me...
im afraid that u will be dissapointed 1 day...
theres many more guys better than who i am...
nurul suaidah...
please give a thought if u really wan me...
i dont mind u were in some1 else hand..
but i wan that some1 to be better than me...
i really wish that you could find that person...
silent tears....
it wasnt my fault. 12:26 AM
