Thursday, September 4, 2008
cant get myself into bed...
didnt slept for 4days now...
add today...
its gona be 5days...
something kept bothering me...
but im not sure what is it...
kept running in my mind...
but its juz not clear for me to see it all..
i have been missing mummy lately...
we have not been meeting each other
for quite some times...
i dont want our relationship to get..
further and further apart...
im glad that mummy had confessed
now i know what mummy dislike about me..
really seek for your fullest understanding...
im trying to change...
i do sound harsh at times...
but i didnt realised it..
i get it all now mummy...
i gave myself the whole night yesterday...
and i know...
what i really want in my life...
like you said...
dont let breakoff be the solution...
and i wont...
now...
all i ever wanted is...
really...
to be with you...
i doesnt matter now..
what people say...
i wont give a damn about it...
all i know is that i want you...
its mummy...
who have been with me all these while...
who i could shed my tears with...
who i can turn to whenever im down..
who cares about me..
mummy is the only one...
that i could trust right now...
mummy have been there for me..
EVERYTIME..
but im have been bad towards mummy all these while...
mummy...
kalau mummy da tk tahan ngan sikap daddy...
mummy blang daddy tau...
daddy tau...
daddy dah berkali-kali sakit kn hati mummy...
daddy dah puas sakitkn hati mummy...
daddy dah tknk mummy disakiti...
sejak mummy ngan daddy...
daddy tk pernah bagi mummy ketenangan...
mummy tk pernah happy...
daddy da sedar nih smue mummy...
daddy menyesal...
daddy menyesal berkelakuan bergituk
terhadap mummy...
mummy baik kepade daddy...
tapi mummy cume dapat...
sakitan hati je...
daddy da tknk tengok mummy sedih lagik...
daddy cube berubah...
tapi kadang2...
daddy tk boleh...
daddy tk tau kenape...
tapi...
hanya satu bende yang daddy
nak mummy tau...
yang daddy benar2 cintekn mummy...
kadang2...
bile daddy sendiri...
daddy terfikir2 aper yg akan terjadi
bile mummy daddy berpisah...
setakat berfikir je...
boleh buat daddy nnges...
daddy tk tau mcm mnr nk berkate...
tapi yang daddy tau...
daddy tk sanggop tinggalkn mummy...
daddy tk tau macam mnr hidop daddy tanpa mummy...
daddy nk mummy tau...
yang mummy nih bererti kepade daddy...
mummy adalah hidop daddy...
)':
mummy...
mummy jgn sakali tinggalkn daddy..
please?
daddy tk sanggop...
daddy tk sanggop nk jalankn hidop
daddy tanpa mummy...
daddy harap...
mummy pon bergituk kat daddy...
jangan tinggalkn daddy please...
daddy tk kesa mummy buat aper2...
tetapi...
jangan sampai mummy tinggalkn daddy...
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