Saturday, August 2, 2008

yesterday

was oh...

good (:

met bby early in the morning..

went school wit her..

and i was taking N level prelim for MT

the paper 1 was okey la..

not that difficult...

but the paper 2 was like SHYT!

i dont know how to say...

but I HATE MOTHER TONGUE!!!

after school...

waited for bby...

as she had to finish up the notice board...

for some reason...

around 2+pm...

we left the school...

headed to a bus-stop...

bby was goin to ana house...

soo fetch her till bus-stop...

and oh BABY!!!

i told bby not to play wif FIRE!!!

see what happen?

dont wan to listen to me..

after she went off...

left me and my dearest KIKI!!

went his house for awhile..

dhen went to my house after that...

hes such a dumbASS!!!

came my house and SLEEP!

thats his job...

around 6.30pm...

i went out to zhenghua CC...

end up

not playing soccer...

WTF?

but all slacked there...

my mood totally swing...

i didnt get my money back!

i was controlling my patience...

i really need that money!

i really do..

feels like lying my fist to those...

who owes me money...

but all i can say is...

thankyou to bby...

i called her...

shes the only person...

who i can rely on when im angry...

shes the one who brightened me up...

bby i love you!!

shes the one...

who prevent me from doing all these stupid stuffs

im changed because of bby...

i dont know how to repay you...

see bby...

wif you around...

im always happy...

iloveyousoomuch!!!

but the night...

turned bad..

after each n everyone had gone home...

my friends are having problems...

syam...

adam coil...

but seriously...

to my beloved brother...

coil...

ever since we went...

i had treated you as my own elder brother...

although we argue around...

but yet...we are happy as ever...

this coming monday...

is ure final court...

im worried for you...

i dont wan any friends of mine

to go into prison...

you know that?

yesterday we talked...

i was about to cry...

when u said that FOR SURE AKU MASUK NYE LA...

i felt sad...

i had enough already...

thinking of you...

makes me think of my old brothers...

going in the prison...

and i dont wan to lose a brother like you...

just to let you know...

im always here for you...

although i know...

im not much of a use...

huge sum of money is needed...

but for sure...

because of you...

i will take care of those you asked me too...

if really ure going in...

be ready to see me...

coz i will always go and see you...

i wont forget you...

for all the things you had done...

JIWE BROTHER!

CYCLONE!

baju tetap baju...

jiwe tetap jiwe..

brother tetap brother...

for now...

im really stressed up...

my sis izfa...

also having problems...

sorry akak...

that im nt there for you...

im really sorry...

ii gave you a late call...

u called me at 1.30am while im asleep..

but 4.50am..

i woke up and i was shocked to see

you called me...

i wasnt there for you...

gave you a called...

u didnt picked up...

but soon...

u called me back...

we talked till 5.50am...

akak...

please dont slash yourself...

for once...please dont...

listen to me for once?

will you akak...

if really u gona slash yourself...

me and you...

together go to SV...

i gona FCUK them upside down...

adik dont wan to see you suffer...

please kak...

i had never see you like this before...

i dont like it...

i do understand your feelings..

like how you understand mine...

akak...

what if u slashed and cut your vein?

im gona be mad at myself...

because i wasnt there...

to stop you from doing so..

i felt bad and guilty kak...

please...

theres still other way...

to pull through those pain of yours...

i really dont wan to lose you akak...

i really dont!

i treated you as my own kakak...

if really...u think...

that adik...means nothing to you...

please ...

if u wan slash...

slash infront of me

and slash me too...

if really im nothink to you...

w/o akak...

only memories of US is left...

theres still more memories of US to come...

iloveyou kak...

i dont do things that will make me lose you...

see people..

i had many problems...

regarding my friends...

each of you...

means alot to me..

losing you guyz...

is just pain to go through...

please...

to all my friends...

i dont wan to lose you all...

for now....

right at still momment..

im STRESSED UP!

Labels: friends you played apart in me

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