Sunday, August 24, 2008
okey... SHIT!
i broke it!!
oh this stupid attitude of mine!!
NO NO NO!
it shudnt be this way!
whats done is done...
theres no turning back in time...
but i just cant accept the fact...
its nearly 4 weeks...
w/o probs...
and guessed what?!?!
bcoz of me!
yea bcoz of me!!
probs rose...
its not that i want it to happen...
btw me and bby...
thats not meant to be!!
oh god!!
help us through...
its ripping me apart...
everything in my life...
aint going like how i expect it to go...
felt like everything going aginist me!!
shyt shyt shyt!!
im hating this...
did i really did something wrong...
to get all this punishment?
did i?
did i?
maybe i did sumthink wrong...
but i just dunno why...
just need to bear wif it...
maybe its just something...
to test me out i guess?
ouh hack care...
patience harris...
patience....
and and...
for babygirl....
well...
i do know u hurt the most...
im just who i am...
aint changing for the better...
i kept saying words that...
im aint gona hurt u again...
but...
the past just kept repeating itself...
problems rises...
seriously...
i hate the way i am...
im the cause of it to happen...
today was shyt i tell you...shyt...
i dont like it...
keeping my problems to myself...
end up hurting some1 else...
the reason that i dont wan to tell you abt my problems...
because...
i dont wan to make u worry...
although i did told u some of my probs...
but i say it in a normal tone...
soo that it wont be soo obvious...
and so that...
u wont get yourself worried and all...
but i get it now...
my doings were wrong...
i hurted u deeply...
haizz...
sorry...
it wasnt my fault. 10:19 PM
