Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Oh Bby...
i felt the same way like you do..
reached home...
SCOLDINGS N LECTURING is what i get...
could you family atleast ask nicely first?
rather then jumping into problems?
i know its late...
but..
i went out for a purpose...
WORST MORE!!!
i knocking the door...
pressing the bell..
many times...
you people just dont bother?
i didnt feel any sadness...
yet i felt happy...
you people sitting on the sofa..
in the LIVING SUMMORE
just hack care about me!
just say so if you DONT wan me
IN THE HOUSE...
coz..
when door is not yet open
for a long tym...
i already thought of meeting aiman
maybe SLEEP at his house...
better off than staying at home...
where i dont get the LOVE i wanted...
i do know that you parents are working...
for US...
but its just too much for me...
we aint spending time together...
like how we used too...
just tell me...
THIS YEAR FROM 1JAN TO 12AUG
did we even out for a family outside...
spending time of our own?
DID WE?
DID WE?
u said i dont know about time...
YES I DONT KNOW!
but then
DO YOU KNOW ABOUT TIME THEN?
giving LOVE that i wan...
i can just ask you to stop working...
i dont need money...
i can earned money myself...
only love from prnts that money cannot buy...
looking at other familys...
i felt SAD
this sadness that you will never know..
as you wont be knowing it
only if you read my blog you will know...
coz i wont let it out to you prntz!
MAMA u say i changed...
YES I DID CHANGE
CHANGE FOR THE WORST!
i know...
no nid say...
AMONG ALL YOUR SON...
WHO IS THE WORST?
ME!
i know its ME!
all its me!
u said that now...
i like hack caring you right ma?
if u dont hack care..
then your work...
i wouldnt be this way!
skrg!
AKU DA TK HERAN LAGIK!
kau nk bagi aku duit ke tak...
AKU TK KESA...
kalo kau ingat aku anak yang minta duit je..
PI JALAN SNR!
aku boleh keje sendiri...
KORG SMUE ANGGAP AKU SAPR KN?
sampai tknk bukak pintu smue...
PUKI KEPADA KORANG SMUE!
skrg...
aku pilih arah hidop aku sendiri...
mak bapak nk pilihkn?
sorry la sikit ehk...
kau gi fikir snr...
nnti bsok da tue...
kau nk ikot anak spr...
PILIH HARDI KE HARMAN KE HARIZAL..
jgn la ehk nk pilih aku...
aku ANAK JANTAN YANG SIAL!
yang byk bagi korg masalah!
skrg...
korang smue ckp la aper korg nk ckp psl aku...
aku da tk kesa lagik la...
gi MAMPOS!
AK!
aku malas nk ckp lagik!
KORANG KORANG KORANG
BOLEH JALAN BO LAN
NBCB
it wasnt my fault. 12:14 AM
