Friday, July 25, 2008
well
this feeling of mine
has been bothering me!
and i hate it!
questions asked
but was replyed..
its nthg...
its not important...
the trust i get now..
is totally different
from the past..
when we are still
BESTFRIEND..
but i do believe..
u still trust me..
but however...
this trust has yet
to built up..
with rank you wear..
with trust u hold..
with trust..
respect will be earned...
during the time
when we are bestie..
i couldnt recall a single time
that u had ever hide something
away from me..
yet now..
im getting it...
the secrets u holds..
kept me wondering
the whole tym..
wondering whats in ure mind..
not even a hint u gave..
so..
nthg i could think of..
everytime u told me about your past..
abt some1 who misses your touch...
i had gotten weaker and weaker
i tried to push myself to be strong..
but however i cant..
every steps i took..
i kept falling...
theres aint a railing for me
to hold on too...
it seems...
im just weak...
im aint like any other guyz..
who could control their emotion..
im different..
im really different...
i can be strong at tyms..
i can be weak too...
knowing that there
many more out there..
who are trying to get you..
i know that..
but i just dont know how to say...
im in lost of words..
its hard for me to say...
but i can say...
i sad..
this strength of mine
is really weak...
its all about trust...
giving all the trust
without leaving any secrets
UNTOLD...
i really need you to believe me..
i really need that..
amireallytheguyuresearchingfor?
theonethatlovestohurtyourheartalways..
i will end this today...
by leaving a phrase..
i love you..
is what i will do..
idarisLabels: i dont know?
it wasnt my fault. 9:45 PM
