hellu...
theres sumthink in me...
which i really kept it secret...
w/o anyone knowing...
i lied everytime ppl asked me..
yuh love her?
yuh like her?
i always gave the false answer
nahz...i n her are just friends
well it just that im nrt brave enuff
to tell my friends abt my feelings
now i wll everyone who reads my blog
and tuh yuh...
please...dun me mad at me or sumthink...
im just letting my feelings out..
well...it starts like this...even b4
we had chat in MSN... i do have
abit of feelings for yuh...
and i search for ur msn
and i finally found it...
added yuh up...
soo i cud know more abt yuh...
everyday...i will wait up
for yuh to online..
even u didnt... i would
stayed till late night...
hoping that yuh will online...
everytime i chat... my love for yuh
just get more & more...
like i said...4ever...
i really meant that...
the promise i made which is
everytime when u need some1 to wif...
i said...i would be there...
bcoz...i wan to spend my life wif yuh...
i wont be like any other guyz...
who would play yuh...
like a playing dolly or sumthink...
if really one day...we are 2gether...
promise i will nrt play wif ur heart...
nvr will ii...leave uu all by ur own....
its okey if u just threat me as ur friend...
but tuh me...ure more then friends...
i dun know if u realised it or nrt...
but nw...im telling yuh...
today i slept ard 4am..
after u wen offline...
i wen into my bed...
just thinking of yuh...
i nvr said i LOVE yuh for real..
coz i dun wan to make our friendship
to fade away...
i found u and i wanna keep yuh 4ever...
i did cried wen i think of yuh...
coz...what will happen if
others know that i love yuh...
my friends will say this...
KIWEK harris potong jalan kau sial...
i dun wan them to have a negative
mindset abt me...
im nrt the kind of person who will
take other girls from my friends...
its okey for u nrt to love me...
but as long as u got some1 else...
who will love yuh better then i do...
im still happy for yuh...
nrt to worry abt me...
bcoz...i would like tuh see yuh...
happy thats all i wan from yuh...
who ever u are wif...
i will sure be the one...happy...
although...it hurts...
i will be strong..
to pull through...
the day that i look up at yuh...
is the day i fall in love wif yuh...
i nvr felt angry wif anything u had done...
bcoz i love yuh...
everything u did...seem beautiful to me...
what i post here...is everything
that i wan yuh to know...
im sorry if ii made u feel
angry?
uncomfortable?
hate?
mad?
im really sorry...
but my love tuh yuh...
is sincere...
once i get hold of yuh..
never will i get lose of yuh...
theres nuthink else for me
to hold back anymore...
i will end here...
ida..i really do love yuh...
i wish i could be wif yuh forever...
ida ure always been LOVED by me..
ure one and only MONYET
