Saturday, June 14, 2008
its morning now...
exactly 12am...
well..2day went tuh suntec city...
went for the PC SHOW...
wow brother choose for me..
a comp...nice lar seii... (:
thanks bro..
dhen go alexandra hospital
my mum nid go checkup
its important...
dhen brought mac...
tuh eat... (:
soo dhen...went home lar kn...
dhen msg ida...telling her
im online...dhen afew mins later...
she also online..
ouh...shes nrt in the mood tdy...
i do know abt her probs...
well if shes mood swings...
its okey...
we had chat for quite
some time now...
and im really sad...
its feelings like im hopeless
or better off...im useless tuh yuh...
as yuh said...theres nuthink
that i cud do...
if theres even a lil thing i cud do..
i will surely help yuh out...
I SWEAR OVER MY LIFE ON IT!
everything u told...
makes me even worried abt yuh...
cant hv fun at kl
while ure here SAD...
for me...when ure sad...im sad..
when ure happy..im happy...
OH GOD...i seek for ur forgiveness
could yuh atleast let me abit of usefullness
tuh her please...
with her sad...
just couldnt carry on wif my life...
she means alot tuh me...
its like..shes my HEART...
w/o her happy...
i will live my life with sadness....
now i cant even put a smile
on my face...
it hurts alot just
seeing yuh sad....
FYI...when im really sad...
like now... my chest...serious in pain...
its no a joke...
it feels like somethink just
pierce through my chest....
i will sacrifices anything
just tuh see yuh happy...
now...i dun wish tuh go KL anymore...
HATE MYSELF!!!!!
IM FUCKING USELESS!!!
why m i here on earth btw?
MONKEY de Harris TONGLabels: im sorry...
it wasnt my fault. 12:00 AM
