it wasnt my fault. 9:32 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

MONKEY de Harris TONG

Nurul Suaidah Bte Roslan are loved by me

my one n only

BABYdonkey's Candy

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it wasnt my fault. 9:47 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

ouh today

i woke up at 12pm lar!!

soo the freaking late!

dhen wake up...tros

mandi dhen gi smbyg...

dhen after that...meet up

wif mozarella...

went tuh jurong point tuh

meet wif BOK!!!

reach there was abt 3.20pm lar...

dhen walk ard jap...

dhen eat at kopitiam...

i was soo the hungry...

ate mee wif CHEESE!

but nrt mozarella ...

dhen met up wif bok at overhead bridge...

smoek wif hym jap...dhen

we proceed tuh starhub..

DAMN yuh stathub!

why must 18 and above?

why dont 16 n above?

WTF sia...

if not...

i can get $80 from BOK!!

u freaking SHYT!

nvm la...

dhen i and fahmy thought of going

bugis! i wanna shopping there...

i bring along quite a huge some of $$

dhen after fahmy nvr get hys $80 also..

dhen nvr go lar kn..

kalo tk he also wanna shopping...

dhen he la...go this shop

buy all nonsense things...

dunno what casing la..

whiteboard la...

KONEK seii...

mentang2 ader duit...

smue dier nk abis kn...

bile icecream lagik...

aiyoyo lar ehk...

mcm ne nk simpan gini?

be like me lar kn...

simpan duit...nnti biler

da ader GF...duit kluar byk tau...

save skrg... (:

oh ya! i meet IDA just now!!!

cute la yuh ida...

soo unexpected tuh see yuh...

purple T black jeans...

aiyer...cute lar!

okey la ehk...

now im chatting wif BABY!!

although its 4.20am now...

ouh bby...i love yuh soo much!

i miss yuh soo much!

will yuh be mine?

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 4:12 AM

ouh...this is for yuh...

im sorry for leaving yuh

all of a sudden...

even me myself dun know...

leaving yuh for 3days..

was a heart breaking for me...

i left yuh for 2days going for mlysia

dhen i had tuh leve yuh for 5 days

for the soccer camp...

leaving yuh is somthink

miserable for me tuh do...

each step i took tuh leave yuh

feels like a gunshot pierce through me

every night...i stared at the stars...

thinking of yuh.

i wonder what ure doing there...

i was hoping for ur calls...

but u didnt...its okey...

the whole 3days...

all i think is yuh...

i missing yuh like HELL u see...

i miss the late chat wif yuh...

but now...oh...im glad

all of it is over...

i could see ur face once more

ur smile?

ur laughter?

that all i nid!!

I LOVE YUH

i dun wanna leave yuh agn...

i miss yuh ida...

NURUL SUAIDAH BTE ROSLAN kamu dicintai oleh MONYET!

MONKEY de Harris

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it wasnt my fault. 4:03 AM

Friday, June 20, 2008

ouh sorry la kn...

past few days didnt update...

sunday night i came bck from mlysia..

get a day of rest dhen...

i went tuh soccer camp...

3days 2night at sk0ol...

tot of nrt going...but...

i have tuh la kn...soo..

pergi je la...

tuesday morning...

nid tuh be in sk0ol by 8.30am

but reach at 9am...

im nrt late...yg lain late ehk...

first day...theres nutink much

tuh do la kn...till afternoon..

its quite boring...me as the instructor (:

haha gets FREEDOM...

same goes for the other 5 instructors...

all the HAPPENING start at night...

tuh put them all tuh sleep...

like omg...some even slept at 4am!

kentot btol...dhen we didnt sleep...

ard 3am gituk on wednesday mornin..

we 6 instructor...kecoh seii...

plan tuh disturb them...

nih sairi...pinjam nadia's TELEKONG

dhen dressed up as KAK P

we planned tuh disturb them..but

we ownself scared...

but its FUN!

all those that awake...

all scared lar kn...

tknk tido lagik...kena kacau la...

some lagik...tido MATI...haha

dhen after that..we sat outside

class 3A2 i think so lar kn...

its like chalet...sit down n SMOKE!

haha...

second day...okey la....nrt that boring...

coz out job was like 24hr SLEEP?

haha...but the bbq at night...

somethink bad happen la kn...

isnt abt ghost...but my fwen...

its boring w/o u la kn...

coz ure the JOKER! haha!

we slept at 1.30am! wow fast la kn...

dhen thursday...

theres a match wif regent...

we WON!!!

5:3

tgk lar kn...saper HAT-TRICK!!

haha...me la babe!

dhen reach bck sk0ol

washup...dhen alek...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 10:54 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

ouh im bck from MALAYSIA!!

i can blog oledi (:

oh 2days 1night there

and and...i slept the most!

in the car sleep

at hotel also sleep...

haha..manr2 smue sleep..

reach melacca was ard 11am

dhen decided tuh go

REPTILE PARK

haha...the place is okey la..

sg better...

oh come tuh a place

where do hv SNAKES

haha my auntie

dun wanna follow...

hehe...

dhen went tuh site seeing...

at hystorical place of

melacca..mum brought

something there...

oh...im soo GILER

wif the SAMURAI SWORD!!

MUM ii wan that SWORD!!!

but cannot lar kn...

dhen that was oledi ard 4pm?

dhen we check in into the hotel..

ouh...we grt the highest lvl...

ouh can see many things from up there...

dhen my PAKCIK from JB came.. (:

dhen they outside chit chatting

im inside playing wif TOY GUN!

haha...fun lar seh!

im soo good wif GUNS

sharpshooter lar kn... ;D

dhen i wen tuh SLEEP!

haha woke at 7pm

dhen we went out...

SHOPPING!! hahax

but i didnt do the shopping..

mum didnt...that mall i dun wanna go..

sobs...nrt much things...

dhen eat jap...

dhen at 10pm reach bck tuh hotel...

and tmr is the day i shopping!!

i brought clothes there...

im so into shopping...

but im nrt a girl lar kn...

mum took atleast 20-30mins

PER SHOP! thats LONG!!

superduper long...

kaki sakit seii...

tkper...nih practice...

nnti bser mcm ne?

kalo ader girl lar kn...

haha...dhen dhen...

i walked into this shop..

my eyes caught somthing...

ouh...i brought it for HER...

dhen we went home...

ouh...the JAM is soo the LONG!

from 7+pm tuh 9+pm

dhen we get pass the custom!

pantat pon da panas duduk...hahax :)

reached hm..recieve 59miss calls...

baru je pergi jap...ramai da rindu aku ke?

haha...itu saje lar k...

nnti2 bile2 manr2 i update lagik

thanks yaw!

hope went yuh recieve the thingy..

hope u wil love it (:

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 11:49 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

its morning now...

exactly 12am...

well..2day went tuh suntec city...

went for the PC SHOW...

wow brother choose for me..

a comp...nice lar seii... (:

thanks bro..

dhen go alexandra hospital

my mum nid go checkup

its important...

dhen brought mac...

tuh eat... (:

soo dhen...went home lar kn...

dhen msg ida...telling her

im online...dhen afew mins later...

she also online..

ouh...shes nrt in the mood tdy...

i do know abt her probs...

well if shes mood swings...

its okey...

we had chat for quite

some time now...

and im really sad...

its feelings like im hopeless

or better off...im useless tuh yuh...

as yuh said...theres nuthink

that i cud do...

if theres even a lil thing i cud do..

i will surely help yuh out...

I SWEAR OVER MY LIFE ON IT!

everything u told...

makes me even worried abt yuh...

cant hv fun at kl

while ure here SAD...

for me...when ure sad...im sad..

when ure happy..im happy...

OH GOD...i seek for ur forgiveness

could yuh atleast let me abit of usefullness

tuh her please...

with her sad...

just couldnt carry on wif my life...

she means alot tuh me...

its like..shes my HEART...

w/o her happy...

i will live my life with sadness....

now i cant even put a smile

on my face...

it hurts alot just

seeing yuh sad....

FYI...when im really sad...

like now... my chest...serious in pain...

its no a joke...

it feels like somethink just

pierce through my chest....

i will sacrifices anything

just tuh see yuh happy...

now...i dun wish tuh go KL anymore...

HATE MYSELF!!!!!

IM FUCKING USELESS!!!

why m i here on earth btw?

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 12:00 AM

Friday, June 13, 2008

ouh...im still chatting wif her...

oh...we talk craps n all...

soo glad got some1 who

would accompany me!

w/o her kn...

saper yg nk tunggu me?

who?

nobody will!

OH NO!!!

too much vulgarities!!!

cut it down !!

cut it down !!

ouh well...

its nt always we said that..

to each other kn...

sometimes je bleh...

jgn biasekn...

oh im sad...

i made some1 hurt...

soo badly that

i also hurted myself

for hurting some1 else...

i didnt realise... u would

be angry wif me...

i didnt intended to make

u angry...

im regretted for making yuh sad...

seriously...i wont make u angry agn...

like wad my teacher say

everything we do...

come wif a something...

means...

what we say...

have impact on some1...

which i just did...

im sooooooo soorrrryyyy

up till now...im sad...and

angry at myself...

for making ur sad...

i cud feel like needles piercing

through my chest just now...

wen i ure feeling sad...

my tears is just at the edges of my eyes

anytime i could just cry..

i need tuh be strong...

im controlling myself...

coz...i dun wanna let yuh know...

that im also hurt...

coz...u would be worried...

and many thoughts

would occupies ure mind...

i wont repeat the mistake

of making u sad agn...

i wont...

if really i did agn...

once agn...

i begged for forgivenss...

last but nrt least...

i dun wan tuh make ure sad agn..

bcoz i love yuh...

IMY

ILY

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 2:32 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

okey..tiz for today...

tiz kiki...shiet yuh!!

wake me up at 7am!!!

yest sleep late oledi...

4am..walau ehk yuh...

nrt enuff sleep yuh know...

but for abt 2hrs dhen sleep till 12pm...

haha...skrg aku plak kasih ko bgn!

ambek kau! lolz...

jahat seii aku...

dhen bath all...

maid cooked for us MEE MAGGI!!

nice lar seii...dhen ida online!!

didnt notice lar...coz...

teaching my lil bro MATHS..

dhen this kiki go hm awhile...

while chatting wif ida...

dhen he called me say...

licah urh gi home aku!!

IMPORTANT!!

EMERGANCY!!

kepala P**** kau lar sial...

dtg umah kau...dhen kau kate..

lepak urh..tadi tkder org siol...

skrg kakak aku baru alek

pa PU**..scold hym haha...

he made me leave ida sei!!

i tot ader gaduh ke aper

dhen he gave me shitty reason

paus hati lepak kat umah aku...

dhen all went bck tuh my home...

sial urh...kentot...

dhen 6.15pm...left haus...

went tuh blk 205 tuh

play takraw...

fun lar seii...

my regu UNBEATABLE!!!

soo here im blogging nw...

and im sad too...

just read ida's blog...

i really didnt meant tuh leave yuh...

seriously....

i did left a msg b4 i go...

i said...that tiz kiki ask me go his haus

he say important n emergancy...

i tot really sumthink happen...

soo quickly went there tuh check it out...

but i was given a LAME reason...

i wanna apologise for leaving yuh..

all by ur own...

please accept my sincere apology...

if u happen tuh read this...

DO LOVE ME BCK PLEASE?!?!?!

i love yuh..

i miss yuh..

ku cinta mu...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 10:30 PM

DATE 11/6/08

ouh..yest ii really lazy

didnt update..sorry peeps...

yest..went out at 8.30am..

but my fav jeans!!URH!!

MIA seii...cant find it..

soo i use black jeans...

haha...1 whole suit..BLACK

soo went mit friends at MPH

ouh sorry yaw..came abit late...

raining...soo need use long route...

just to reach pending LRT..

dhen we reach sentose at ard 11am..

haha..all kecoh berok haha...

disturb here and there...

laugh the LUNGS out of me!!

soo much noise!! but its fun...

reach ther..change clothes dhen cut

CAKE!!!Happy BUHDAY

GUMMY BEAR & PETER PARKER!!!

dhen all enjoy!!!

SWIM!!

PLAY WITH SAND!!

OMG!! i wan that pic!!

that im PREGNANT!! lol!

shiok tuh the core lar seii...

dhen kakak buy BACARDI!!!

ouh sorry kak i nvr give $$

tuh buy that BACARDI..coz..

im aint longer a DRINKER!

hehe..tiz controlling my habits...

dun wanna drink beer already..

if ROOT beer...i will drink (: haha

dhen u HIGH!!omg lar uu kak

haha...dhen at 4.30pm..

sorry i cant stay longer..

mum called.. nid tuh go hospital..

my grandma went in..

but b4 i go.. took pic wif her and me!!

haha...we look like COUPLES!!!

in the photo...haha...

use taxi from harbourfront tuh hosp..

aiya...reach hm like ard 11pm...

soo the late seii...dhen tiz kiki and ameng...

haha came my haus...n slept over...

kecoh sia diorg...bbual psl HANTU takut..

buah pergi tekak.. lolz!

well thats for yest...

its fun!

and ida too...having fun at

eastcoast wif her cuzzie (:

IMY & ILY!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 10:16 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

OH NO!!!

its 4.13am!!

just came bck from

TANGGE!!!

wif kiki...hahax

baik urh kiki..

dragonfly jadi dragonFRUIT?

byk pandai eh kau...LOL!

talk craps wif hym...

dhen he came tuh my haus jap..

haha...KEPARAT ko!

milo aku nk dkt abis!!!

haha...

oh...just gave a msg tuh ida...

sry for the late msg okey...

nih kiki...gi pakai my sim card...

haha...

u dari tkder mood...

sampai ader mood ehk..

ouh its all abt KAHWIN!!

haha cpat sgt lar seii...

everynight is sumthing

that i will look 4ward too...

its full of life la...

wif yuh ard...

talk craps and all...

make jokes...

laugh all we wan...

haha...its kinda FUN

GEREK sampai GOLEK!

haha...now ure asleep...

soo good ehk...

but i cant sleep...dunno why...

soo i m lonely now..

but its okey...

ure in my heart...

which makes me feels

that some1 is wif me.. (:

think i will end here...

i wanna go do some hmwk!!

got alort of SETS!!!

OMG!like no life!

holidays mean holiday la

u teachers give hmwk for wad?

we need tuh enjoy life!!

AND

enjoy life wif IDA!!

haha...fuuyooooh!

lol now im talking craps...

now seriously...i wanna go

b4 i go...ida...

KIRIM SALAM URE MUMMY!!!

son-in-law wannabe...

haha...okey tc yaw...

thanks for reading...

love yuh all!!

especially IDA!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 4:13 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

hellu im bck...

wow its already morning!!

ouh im on the phone wif

fahmy,kiki & kiki's cuzzin

ouh...we talk craps...

fun lar gituk...

but sry guyz...i tink...

my hp rosak sikit la...

u all cannot hear my voice...

but i can hear yours (:

sorry...

ouh...im thinking of some1 now...

i miss her soo much...

kept thinking wat ure doing ther...

maybe tgh sleeping kn?

oh...tentu CUTE kn ure face

wen ure sleeping (:

hehe... worries kept appearing

through my mind!!

URH!!

haizz...feeling down agn nw...

i just dunno how tuh say...

but...i feel sad...

wenever u feel sad...

issit bcoz that i love yuh..

which makes me think...

soo much abt yuh?

ouh...com'on HARRIS!!

well i just wanna tell yuh..

nrt tuh think much abt

what had happen for

the past few days...

lets dun think abt it okey...

we throw today...

we explore tomorrow...

im missing yuh ida...

ILY!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 2:25 AM

Monday, June 9, 2008

oh...im sad now...

im sad when i read ure blog..

seriously...

i tot...that matter wud be

a small thing...but it turn out

to be BIG!

when u say..i can go on w/o 154

but i know u didnt mean it..

deep inside yuh..

im sure ure crying silently..

without any1 knowing...

i know how u feel...

i was once like that...

wen brother tangge satu2 pecah...

just reading ure post...

realised u grt more probs

dhen wad i expected...

ii dun wish yuh wud 1 day..

break friendship wif 154..

coz i can tell ure...

w/o friends...feels like

ure living ur life alone...

loneliness in lyf...is smthk

i dun wan u tuh feel like

how i felt nort long ago...

i wish ure friends there...

would really understand yuh...

iHATEit..when shes feeling down...

HATE tuh the CORE...

tuh me..ida didnt do anything wrg...

its true... just bcz she went out

with other friends..

u guyz start tuh think differently abt her...

i dnt think that the word FRIENDS

would ever do that...

she do need a balance friendship

with other friends yuh see...

im just sad right now...

i just wan her tuh b happy...

please... let her be happy...

the only thing she needs

is tuh UNDERSTAND her...

please give that tuh her?

i know i n ida...we just met

a few weeks ago...

but u guyz are longer...

i cant cheer her up...

like u guyz cud...

i felt like crying right tys moment...

if u guyz are really called FRIENDS?

understand her...

*tears running down my cheek*

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 10:52 PM

OH NOO!....im bck (:

just came bck from takraw here...

ouh...just now..BORED!

nrt fun like usual...

kalo fun je...nthg happen

bile tk fun..ouh injured myself?

haha...ankle bleeding...ouh!!

nk act terrorkn...ambek nih...

BLOOD!! BLOOD!!

haha...

who ask me go tendang tiang?

haha...nobody ask...

feels nk tendang...so tendang...

but WTF? bleed..haha fun lar gituk!

but but...sakit u know!!!

so nw...looking at my injured ankle...

lets stare it!!

haha...okey quit it!

so..2day...wake up early la...

9.30am wake up

haha...bath dhen eat...

when im eating...

shorya...MY BESTIE!!!

long tym didnt see u!!

since u transfer tuh other sk0ol...

i still rmmber clearly...

during our sec 1 and sec 2 life...

haha all DOG life urh...

its fun la...(:

met hym under my blk...

he wanna buy cigg...

dhen dhen... lol...he wanna

go home...ask me accompany him

tuh bus-stop and wait till the bus come..

like OMG? we aint GAY! but friends kn...

soo just follow lorh..

dhen dhen...at home...

wait for fahmy...he say wanna come...

but.. BUAY bubble? haiya...nvm la...

dhen dhen...went takraw...

ouh...ard 12.30pm gituk..

that KENET online!! haha

chat wif her...till dunno what tym...

ard 4pm i tink...dhen she gtg...

dhen i also offline la...

chat wif her fun lar seii...

wenever chat wif her...

i just can stop smiling...

now summore MSN bckground

got her sketch...ouh...

i always tot i was her looking at me seii

haha...mane tau tibe2 jadi btl?

haha ida terus kluar dari my

compnye screen?

best jugak ehk...

lol...mepek siak HARRIS!!!

tapi imagination power urh...LOL!

soso now...i chatting wif her...

ouh i cant waet tuh talk

craps wif u la... hehe...

i got 1 crap thing for yuh..

WILL YUH MARRY ME?

haha...lol...cpt sgt ke?

haha...okey la..

i end here okey...

thanks yaw!

aku sayang kamu..

aku cinta kamu

ILY!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 10:17 PM

Hey..

yesterday i promise her

tuh let her see sumthink..

but i cant lar...soo tday let her see...

gave my 100% into it...

kept redrawing it

over and over and agn..

soo made up my mind...

to stick tuh this...

well...i guess it pays off...

i hope yuh love it...

im gona make it a frame!!

put in my bed...

mcm LOVEgituk!

haha thats for nw..

take care...

sayang kamu byk2 la...

LOVEYUH!!!!

MONKEY LOVE DONKEY!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 1:50 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

HEY! HEY! HEY!

im bck...from blk 123 (:

malam2 kluar ehk...

mcm tkder hidop gituk...

tapi ii ader hidop urh...

ader DONKEY ii hidop la..

tkder DONKEY i tk bleh.. (:

haha...

so...where was i?

ouh yes... at blk 123..

kak izfa called me...

they wanna buy cigg...

soo when tuh meet them..

kak and her lil bro...

were at her cuzzin sis haus...

soo i go meet them la..

kalo kat teck whye...

ii tk sanggop seii gi..

lepak kat umah dier jap...

dhen look at kakak nye gamba dulu

i was LOL?! haha...

lets change

marry had a lil lamp...

to..

MIERA had a lil lamp!

haha funny lar seii

that pic..(:

gamba lame2...

bile masih zaman

kanak2 strawberry...

haha...wont forget that (:

soo 11.10pm i left the haus...

str8 go home...

reach hm je...msn ader org...

ouh i guessed it correctly seii!!

my DONKEY online!!

im soo happy...

but im sorrry that i took soo long...

but the sad news is tht...

shes frustrated with her friends...

COME ON FRIENDS!!

understand her la...

think the both side...

dont be one sided okey?

i felt sad.. when shes frustrated...

coz...i wanna c her happy always...

but in the other hand...

people kept making her feel down...

its okey ida...u still grt me!

im always here for yuh...

soo now..while she BRB..

take this chance tuh update my blog...

nnti kalo dah chat plak...

da tk fikir aper2 lagik...

cume fikir tng ida je...

(: ppl say im a LOVERBOY?

mcm OMGOMG gituk ehk..

but im just who i m la..

im just haris the monkey boi...

which will fall for that special some1..

but now kan...my otak BLANK!

haha...i will end here la...

nnti2 i will update agn...

i love yuh ida...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

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it wasnt my fault. 11:40 PM

okey im back to blogging..

coz im bored right here...

right tiz moment...

soo post sumtink

will ease this boredom of mine (:

soo soo...what tuh write?

idntknow!!!

okey okey...lets talk abt yest...

soo...yest met friends jap kat fajar...

go fajar streets met thos abg2

they wanna sumthink soo...

i went there tuh gif them...

i went out at least 1 hr...dhen reach hm...

dhen online at 10pm...and and...

DONKEYkenet online!!

haha...soo chat wif her lar...

till 3.20am wow?

okey lar tuu lame jugak katekn...

soso...we talk craps lar kn...

u made my mouth pain seii

perut pon sakit...

ketawe rabak seii ii...haha

haha..i rmmber 1 thing...

abt yest..its abt ure lil bro?

the present he gave yuh...

his FART!! haha...fun la katekn...

funny lar smlm...

i really had a great tym wif yuh...

soo nw ure still asleep maybe?

soo i will end here..

cya at night...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 1:15 PM

Saturday, June 7, 2008

thys is from MONKEY

tuh DONKEY only for yuh...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

Labels: will she be mine?

it wasnt my fault. 3:14 PM

yaw yaw...

im bck!!

tdy woke up at 10.30am...

go bath..dhen eat PRATA CHEESE!!

mcm sedap gituk lorh..

dhen...12pm siap2 gi smbyg..

kat masjid jumpe danni

a'an fariq...lol kekek lar seii

dlm masjid pun ketawe kuat...

dhen lepas smbyg...

wen home...quickly change clothes

dhen jumpe my sis kat south view...

they all wanna SEM..they know

wat i mean...sorry lar mahal ehk...

once in a blue moon ader SEM...

kekek lar seii kat SV

ketawe sini ketawe sane...

mcm dunia ni...ii punye gituk..

kak u ROCK

my SOCKS!

lawls!!

ii dtg je...satu2 da kekek...

kena salute dulu...

baru boleh salam...hahax!

but plish urh...dun call me

BOSS!!!

im nrt ur boss okey...

but fun lar gituk....

dhen fahmy man cine..

yan ngan mat rep...

jumpe kat blk 230...

dhen proceed tuh my haus...

dhen met hairul under

void deck of my haus...

waa korg gerek ehk...

happy life...

makan makan....haha

standard...who come my haus

comfirm dpt mkn nyer....

and that was ard 6pm...

6.30pm left haus...

go fajar..play takraw...

sorry MUM promise tuh

reach hm at 10pm...

but reached at 10.20pm...

da terlebih tym...soo

wat can i do?

cant reverse the time bck...

(: hahax...

bath jap... dhen switch on

my comp...dhen dhen...

str8 go tuh my blog...

ouh...i was been tagged by IDA...

im soo sorry tuh make u cry..

didnt have the intention

of making yuh cry...soo

dhen dhen...

go her blog...

and she post something too...

aww...shes just soo SWEET la...

soo from the begining...

u know what i wanna do urh?

firece...u da bace my mind ehk?

so chat wif me...for 1h30mins...

she got sum probs...dun wanna tell

coz...she shared wif me... soo

i know her best...

well i understand her...

and she understand me...

mcm LOVE la katekn... (:

dhen dhen...she offline lorh...

soo here im blogging...

haiz....i keep thinking

abt yuh la ida...

just cant get yuh out

of my mind...

been thinking of yuh..

every seconds of my life nw...

we will chat soon okey...

i will be waiting for yuh...

b4 i end this...

i wanna ask something...

from MONKEY tuh DONKEY

erm...ida...do yuh think...

that we will one day be together?

gif me an answer okey...

thats for nw...

I MISS YUH

I LOVE YUH

I CINTA U

I SAYANG U

smue lar regarding LOVE

hehe...

MUACKIES!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

Labels: will the day come true?

it wasnt my fault. 12:02 AM

Friday, June 6, 2008

hellu...

theres sumthink in me...

which i really kept it secret...

w/o anyone knowing...

i lied everytime ppl asked me..

yuh love her?

yuh like her?

i always gave the false answer

nahz...i n her are just friends

well it just that im nrt brave enuff

to tell my friends abt my feelings

now i wll everyone who reads my blog

and tuh yuh...

please...dun me mad at me or sumthink...

im just letting my feelings out..

well...it starts like this...even b4

we had chat in MSN... i do have

abit of feelings for yuh...

and i search for ur msn

and i finally found it...

added yuh up...

soo i cud know more abt yuh...

everyday...i will wait up

for yuh to online..

even u didnt... i would

stayed till late night...

hoping that yuh will online...

everytime i chat... my love for yuh

just get more & more...

like i said...4ever...

i really meant that...

the promise i made which is

everytime when u need some1 to wif...

i said...i would be there...

bcoz...i wan to spend my life wif yuh...

i wont be like any other guyz...

who would play yuh...

like a playing dolly or sumthink...

if really one day...we are 2gether...

promise i will nrt play wif ur heart...

nvr will ii...leave uu all by ur own....

its okey if u just threat me as ur friend...

but tuh me...ure more then friends...

i dun know if u realised it or nrt...

but nw...im telling yuh...

today i slept ard 4am..

after u wen offline...

i wen into my bed...

just thinking of yuh...

i nvr said i LOVE yuh for real..

coz i dun wan to make our friendship

to fade away...

i found u and i wanna keep yuh 4ever...

i did cried wen i think of yuh...

coz...what will happen if

others know that i love yuh...

my friends will say this...

KIWEK harris potong jalan kau sial...

i dun wan them to have a negative

mindset abt me...

im nrt the kind of person who will

take other girls from my friends...

its okey for u nrt to love me...

but as long as u got some1 else...

who will love yuh better then i do...

im still happy for yuh...

nrt to worry abt me...

bcoz...i would like tuh see yuh...

happy thats all i wan from yuh...

who ever u are wif...

i will sure be the one...happy...

although...it hurts...

i will be strong..

to pull through...

the day that i look up at yuh...

is the day i fall in love wif yuh...

i nvr felt angry wif anything u had done...

bcoz i love yuh...

everything u did...seem beautiful to me...

what i post here...is everything

that i wan yuh to know...

im sorry if ii made u feel

angry?

uncomfortable?

hate?

mad?

im really sorry...

but my love tuh yuh...

is sincere...

once i get hold of yuh..

never will i get lose of yuh...

theres nuthink else for me

to hold back anymore...

i will end here...

ida..i really do love yuh...

i wish i could be wif yuh forever...

ida ure always been LOVED by me..

ure one and only MONYET

MONKEY de Harris TONG

Labels: will she be mine?

it wasnt my fault. 11:10 AM

Thursday, June 5, 2008

arigato!

today me nrt bored gituk...

pagi2 je da dpt call dari

ni KIKI lar..

he came to my haus...

from 11.30am sampai 5.30pm

soo i went out.. go teck whye lane...

play takraw wif my sis...

and also...i buat business kat sane

start takraw at 6+ dhen play till

around 9.15pm dhen i stop...

my leg starts to hurt agn

IDA picit2 kn my leg!!

hehe...

soo reach home at ard 10pm?

soo now i m blogging here

chey bah...just now wif my sis

soo the FUN la SIOL!!

standard la katekn...

SIS ure the BEST lar!

WA WA WA...

cpt btol donkey bace

my post...hehe..

wat i wrote there...

i meant it all...

through sincerity...

only matters whether

u wanna believe or nrt...

i h0pe u will believe...

IDA!! ure soo sweet..

u made a post..

specially for me...

i really appreciate it...

make me wanna LOVE

u MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE

terlalu byk la...

soo this one word will say it all...

FOREVER! yes i do...

POST more abt me okey...

and i will post MORE abt yuh

thats for now lar...

dunknow wad else tuh write...

i will end this by saying..

IDA, I LOVE YUH FOREVER!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 11:30 PM

As Promise...

made this post only for yuh..(:

its been 3days...since i chat wif yuh...

2day...im soo happy tuh see yuh online...

and what yuh say tuh me..

tadi i bace comment...

dhen i cpt2 online..(:

im soo glad to hear those

words of yours...

just seeing you online...

made me shine (:

its okey that yuh didnt online for

the past 3days... u told me

wad happens...soo

i do understand yuh...

dun u ever say sorry tuh mie...

coz..every mistakes u did...

it will be forgiven (:

and also...never will ii

be angry wif yuh!

coz...wif yuh around...

im happy...

i thank yuh for

online at MSN...

i really appreciate it..

chatting wif yuh

is like a gift given

from GOD...

just like a

GOLDEN TREASURE

yes i do meant it...

this gift..is soemthing to

be kept safe n sound...

which mean...i will

be wif yuh forever...

just give me a call...

and i promise i will be there...

when ure down...

give me a call...

i promise tuh be there..

and give u a shoulder

to lead on...

if yuh need some1

to be wif...

just call me...

and promise to be wif yuh...

its a promise...from me

tuh yuh...and this promise...

shall nevar be broken...

u rmmber abt the promise...?

regarding the operation?

if u consider of going through it...

i promise i will wait for u...

outside the door...

and yuh too promise...

to see me outside the operation rm...

any1 who want to break this

promise of mine...i promise...

i will be an IRON wall to protect it

this promises is through sincerity...

and also...im sorry that i took

too long...that i said BRB

coz...my elder brother...

wanna to use it...

i thought u would wait for me...

but u didnt...but its okey...

rather then yuh...getting

urself tired...and also..

getting ur back aching...

and what made me HAPPY

now is that..u did ur promise..

rmmber u said to me..

u will never ever leave

w/o saying a word?

y said bye tuh me b4 leaving..

im soo happy...

tuh have some1 like yuh

to pull me through the night...

makes me floating in the air...

just like a fairytales..

im sorry that i left u for

quite sometimes...

i do meant it when i say...im sorry..

really sorry...

Accept my apology okey?

i miss yuh ida...

my one & only DONKEY

MONKEY de Harris TONG

Labels: specially 4 yuh...ida (:

it wasnt my fault. 12:06 AM

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

halu..

tday dunno why i

wake up at 7am sia..

wake oledi..den soo BORED!

nuthink tuh do...

bath eat all..den

at 11.30am..receive call

from a friend of mine..

asking for CIGG...

at 12pm they reached my haus..

den lepak jap...

while im waiting for some1

tuh come my haus...

to change the kitchen the thingy

dunknow how tuh say lar..hahax

after my maid cooked for my friend

den came the man...

den within 30mins

he left..fast urh...

den i leave also la..

go yewtee..tot wanna

play arcade lan game there..

but to packed...

soo went to MAC to eat...

waa at yewtee urh...

the people face like

wanna kena whack sia...

muke nk step gangster...

but nvm i just carry on eating lorh

they nvr find fault..i just keep quiet...

after that...me n my fwens spilt...

i go south view...they dunno go wher la

and i saw my MIA friend TARMIMI!!

haha..soo long nvr meet hym..

nasib masih kenal aku ehk...

reached southview..

haha they all tot me mat rep mane je...

haha jalan sat sat... stare dari jauh...

haha coz...i dunno u all there wad..

if go there..mane tau salah org..

den saw a girl from far..and

thats my SIS!!!

lepak with them till 6.40pm

den go home...

soo kak is today

a pain in ur mouth? lol!

mcm fun la gituk wif yuh ard!

lu jaga bsok...takraw lar ehk..

den balek..mandi den trus kluar

go main takraw kat yewtee...

but skejap je...very bored seii

soo now...im at home..

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 10:20 PM

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

well..tdy..

mum at home...

cant smoke like i always do

and worst more..

i no cigg! LOL!

my mum's cooking

are LOVE!

yummy!

early morning..

just wake up..

recieve a call from danni

due MERAH ader?

haha...soo bath den...

go down..meet danni

& mat cool..*fariq*

haha..

aku tknk COINS pls?

haha...

go home..den sleep agn..

dunno why me today..

gt no mood at all!

ard 7.10pm

went out to play takraw..

tot of nrt coming but

mirule yan call

ask me come down..

mirule: turun la siol! net mcm ne?

harris: pasang je la..

mirule: aku tk tau la..kau yg slalu pasang

harris:alermak..kk aku trn skrg

haha..went i reach ther...

net da pasang...omar psgkn...

wow! den i gt CIGG!!

whole day tk isap..

den take a PUFF den

my head go round & round

pening!!

today wasnt that fun la...

nrt bcoz of them..

it just that i grt no mood

to play..da siap smue..

soo just play la...

my regu:harris(me) mirule fahmy..

gerek lar seii..UNDEFEATED!

haha..

soo reached hm at 10.30pm

sit down...rest jap..

get a call from aiman..

asking wanna do riding?

diaoz...im tired...

kalo me tau siang tadi..

i dnt go takraw...

why nvr tell me sooner??

its a great new!!!

tiz coming 11june..

going tuh

WILD WILD WET!

wif my SIS!!!

ILY KAK IZFA!!

hehe.. and many others la

smue culture mates...

ramai pergi...haha..

gerek ke per?

celebrating her lil bro

buhday also...

cant wait la!

haiz..ida oh ida?

mane u ni?

kate mau online mlm??

mane ni...

sedih seii...da tk chat..

for 2 days...sedih! sedih! sedih!

chat wif me soon okey!

i miss yuh soo muchie!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 11:55 PM

i got to use my comp

only at 12am!!

SHYT! hahax

if only my bro

didnt use comp..

i cud have chat

wif yuh la DONKEY

but too bad...yuh offline

but nvm... its okey..

tmr hopefully get to

chat wif yuh!!

bcoz..tmr i nt playing

takraw la...my forehead

byk sgt mount EVEREST!

soo take a break a day..

WOW tdy...im nrt BORED!!

thanks tuh

FAHMY

MAT REP

KIKI

AMENG

HAKIM

for coming tuh my haus

yest morning lar!!

although ii havent get

license yet..but who cares??

JUST SMOKE!!

haha...isap sini saner...

lolz...abu rokok

jatuh kat atas katil..

alot la seii!

den kiki..say

aku takut siak...

ini ruamh orang siol!

haha...but lar he

smue bende dier ketawe..

pagi satu packet menthol

skrg 1 batang pon da tkder!

WTF!! i smoke cigg

atau ii mkn cigg?

soo den...left haus at ard 4.40pm

den proceed to YBP blok..

reached there...no air...

all dying sia...hahax

waited for soo long 1hr?

b4 she came down?

worst thing is

she went down

W/O WATER!!!!

urgh...sad la kan..

soo man cine n me..

share $$ buy H2O

ard 6+ going 7pm..

reach the court..

set net den play...

haha fun la..

guys u wan cigg

tell me earlier...

2more packets!!

any1 wanna buy?

HOT only..MENTHOL

sad to say..SOLD OUT!

haha..2mr maybe have la kn

if only ii rajin...kalo tk..

tkder lorh...

me n arep disturb each other je..

haha... SATU GONI AIR!

haha.. GRASSHOPPER SATU!

lolz..mepek2 la kiter...

sry la tmr im nrt coming

to play wif yuh guyz...

i wana rest..

GRSS why dont u hv

CCA takraw...

why? tell me why??

haha...

well ida...thx for the concern okey...

its okey for me tuh cry...

im just releasing the emotion in me..

and tuh some1 else...

that nobody would know

who is she...

but maybe 1 day u will find out..

but nrt now..maybe later..

Ida!! I MISS YUH SOO MUCH!!!

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 12:14 AM

Monday, June 2, 2008

on ria at 12.45am

just now...5mins ago..

heard a song thats

reminds me of yuh...

its ST12-aku masih sayang..

but somehow..

it really touch me..

didnt realised that

the song meant

soo much to me...

listening tuh the song

made me broke to tears..

haizz..controlling myself now

made me think back..

what for i cry?

do ii get anything for it?

im crying!

it hurt me badly..

theres something

in my heart that wish

to tell yuh...

but im just a friend to yuh..

anything more...

theres some1 else that

love u more then i do..

that i cant say who...

it hurtz when im typing here...

how i wish u r bside me..

i really wan yuh to be

wif me throughout

the morning...

why i cry? why?

why do i think

soo much abt yuh?

crying meaninglessly

w/o yuh knowing that

im crying?

i cant understand myself

i just cant...!!

im FUCK UP wif

myself...

ii dntcare if u guyz

think im a crybaby or nrt!

i FUCKCARE!

just like wad my sis say

MY PRIDE MY CHOICE & MY LIFE!

URGH!! if theres somebody else

who do love yuh better then i do?

why waiting for?

go ahead wif hym...

and forget me..

once u are his..

means u are his EVERYTHING

and im ur NOTHING..

*CRYING*

im sad today night...

totally sad...

i had NVR felt this way b4...

why must it happen to me?

the song lyrics

Kau Rinduku Jiwaku Indah Memanggil Dirimu

Mataku Terbangun Untuk Menanti

Menantimu.....

Jangan Pernah Kau Ragukan Cinta Yang Sesungguhnya

Itu Bisa Menghancurkan Semua Bukan Begitu

Aku Sungguh Masi Sayang Padamu

Jangan Sampai Kau Meninggalkan Aku

Begitu Sangat Berharga Dirimu Bagiku

Dan Ku Pastikan Setia Dihatimu

Kan Ku Korbankan Semuanya Untukmu

Sungguh Kuberharapkaupun Begitu Padaku

Coba Engaku Rasakan Cinta Yang Begitukan

Mengesankan

Yakin Pasti Dapatkan Kemesraan

Yang Penuh Bintang

those words..had many meaning in them

try read it slowly...

open heartedly...

if u really get it right...

u would feel touched..

if u dont get it...its fine

urh!! reading those words

make me go worst!

ii do love u...

yes i do...

who is that you?

only i know...

u dnt...

coz in my heart..

i hope that u know its yuh.

SAD :'(

NOMORE MONKEY!

NOMORE HARRIS!

NOMORE TONG!

JUST LIFELESS SOUL!

it wasnt my fault. 12:49 AM

Sunday, June 1, 2008

as for usual

im back from takraw...

under my voiddeck..

i was seaching my

cutie cat..but cant find...

soo cute la this cat...

tmr i shall take pics

wif yuh my cat..

haha...kalo la..

at my haus ader CAT

im soo happy...

but i mum dont let

aww...sad!

nvm ti i da bsr..

u catty gona be MINE!

well...nw is 11.06pm..

h0pe my cat would have

a good night sleep..

okey okey..

put that cat of mine aside..

now WHERE IS SHE?!?!

said that we will online

but havent see her yet...

touching my forehead nw..

got 3 mount everest!!LOL!

sakit kot...haha...

this happens wen theres

not resting and keep

playing takraw always..

but FUN yaw...haha...

just now ader BADUT!

fahmy gi tendang tuu lamp post..

lolz! ingatkn bola keper?

haha...FUN!!!

tdy baru puas hati..

main lamer sikit...

slalu skjp je...

trus alek...

boring...

kalo kat rumah ader

org utk chat tkper jgk..

BORED BORED BORED!

URH!!!

online soon lar donkey...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 11:02 PM

wow...im soo tired la...

eyes heavy..

body aching...

vision blurr...

keep yawning...

well... i just dont

get enuff rest juz

now morning..

slept at ard 5.50am

woke up at 10am...

tdy goin to teck whye lane...

my cuzzin khawin...

hahax..gona mit my

GANGSTER cuzzin

lol!

although they mat rep..

but gerek la katekn..

now... me tgh siap2

coz nnti 11.30am..

nid to leave haus..

i wont be online

till late at night yea?

or maybe morning la..

h0pefully...

i reached hm ard 10.30

or even..EARLIER!!

if i tk bleh tahan...

den i think...i just go hm

myself lorh...im soo tired..

aching here & there...

but nt to worry

im "strong" hahax..

well.. yest slept late

coz i chat wif my

SIS till 1am..

other friends..

and importantly

waiting for donkey lurh...

but she didnt online...

wait wait wait...

still nvr online...

im fine wif me...

im patience u see ((:

hahax...standard...

tot we gona chat yest night...

but didnt...

just to let u know...

ii stayed up the whole

night..just to see yuh

online.. (:

h0pe to see yuh online

later at night...

my day is incomplete

w/o chatting wif yuh

smile okey?

thx all for reading.

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 11:02 AM

hey yaw..

its june the first!

ini baru dipanggilkn

JUNE holiday..

kak!im always wif yuh

remmber that!

cant waet to guh town

wif yuh lar...

adeqnye tangan ini

da ringan..

da tk saba nk jama

bdk2 east..

those who go against

my SIS.. u go

against ME!

baru naek mau BIG F?!

sini aku dtg...

tgk sape yg BIG F

kat esplanade..

kak lets wait

for 2weeks to come..

okey2 put that aside...

now is my late night life...

aww soo bored la!

ida!! donkey ku...

maner ni yuh??

u said u will online

with me...??

where r u??

IMY soo much...

i dntcare & dntmind

waiting till 6am..

just to see u online..

but its okey...

whether u wan online

or nrt kn...

theres no LAW saying

nrt chatting wif MONKEY

at night will get fine $99999999

or sumthink..

if u love me as ur MONKEY..

online PLEASE?

waiting for yuh...

MONKEY de Harris TONG

it wasnt my fault. 12:09 AM