Tuesday, September 11, 2007
hey...i am back wif my blogging thingy... blogging maddness is back...
well... i got not much things to say...after long tym i didnt update the blog...
same goes for my brain...its goin empty s0on...hahax...mcm phm...
well lets start posting from 2day onwards....soo...erm
let mie think wad to write... haizz....dunno wad to say lar seii
ouh yea ouh yea....sumthink juz pop up...into my mind...well...
for the past few days...i didnt really get a proper sleep....seriously...
everytym i felt very tired...wen coming to sleep...ii juz cant...dunno y...
i kept thinking of this particular person...every nite....i wonder...
wad is she doin ther... she shud be sleeping peacefully though....
but i m here thinking of her... many people keep asking...ii n uu stead or havent
i can onli say...we havent coz...i dunno...i felt very confused but deep in my heart
i really does love her much...but ii juz can bring myself...to express
the true feelings of mine to her... how i wished we are together...
promise to be by ur side everytime...
but den... wad disturbing mie is that.. cud we even get 2gether??
i felt i cudnt...coz...i m nt a type of guy who girls would wan....
haizz....but i really wan her soo badly...
and if we did get together...i wan it to really last long...or even 4ever...
coz i dont wan it to be lyk my other relationship which i really tot
that it cud last...but in the end...it didnt....but 2 bad...
what is past let mie past coz...thinking it bck is juz plain meaningless...
haiz...stay up until 4 am...juz thinking...of uu makes mie
lonely without any1 around mie...
how i wish...ure beside mie right now...holding mie tight
and nvr let go...
i gona end here...
Harris TONG
it wasnt my fault. 9:59 PM