Saturday, June 16, 2007
It sure has been quite sometime that i didnt post something here...on my blog...soo nw i m here...means...thers sure gona be something that i really had to say... i cant be keeping this all to myself right? what to i get for keeping tiz sense of feelings just lyk tt... okiez... lay theng... i understand that we are no longer together... h0pe ure nt hurt alright... for me... the decision i had made... was for the best of me... maybe for u too... coz... i really cant stand it anymore... friends of mine asked mie..."Hey harris, do you n her...REALLY STEAD? coz... from what i think...it seems like...both of you are nt steadies" that very second they told mie... i really made a deep thought.... well i guess... what they say...it seems to b true... coz... after the day that we first break up...if u cud really compare it b4 n now...u see that theres is alot of change... i wont be blaming u for anything which had happen...but although u r angry wif mie like one kind... i would try to get ur attention... but u dont seems to appreciate it... the day we broke up... after that i felt....u really change... including ur feelings towards mie...that is wad i thought...coz... from the vary first day that we r together.... whenever i msg u... u had NVR given mie a reason lyk tiz... I M BUZY... but now...tiz is the only reason u gave mie in ur reply msg...its all the same...i tried msg u all the tym...sumtimes...one whole day...i wont even get a reply from u... makes mie feel invisable...although i dont exist in tiz world....lets dont say in the world... just say..its seems lyk i dont exist infront of u.. haizz... from that first break up...n den patch... u really made mie worried about u alot... but u dont seems 2 know that... i had nvr cared soo much about some1...except u... coz...thers once i remember i rite in my blog that....thers something special in uu... n its true... u r some1 special... the reason god gave u that coz...he knows that u will be love by some1 who truely love uu... soo the uniqueness tt god gave to u...is for u to love him...lyk u nvr did... but eventually... i wasnt the person...that cud experince...some of the uniqueness of uu... coz... urs heart is nt for mie... its for some1 who is betta den mie... haizz... well i m gona say...thankz lay theng...for tiz relationship.... the 97 days wif u... is such a memorable one... ^^ i still cud remember the swit times i had wif u...but now...i wont feel it again... its all gona b just a memories... haizz... h0pe we cud still be fwens alright... tataz...i gtg now...bubbyez
MaoMao("v")
it wasnt my fault. 11:51 PM
