Saturday, May 5, 2007
hey guyz... here i m again... wif my blog again... bloggie...i m back for u ... haizz... i cant sleep ...dunno y ler... juz dont feel lyk sleeping... my eyes are red n heavy.... it cud juz close anytym... but the problem is i cant sleep no matter how tired i m... wen i closed my eyes... i wont have peace in sleeping... now these... it feels lyk sumtink is bothering mie soo much... but i cant juz think wad is it... wen i sleep... later at the middle of the nite...i cud wake up... and ther goes...i m alone again... lyk now...alone... haiz... wen i think of her wen i wake up... i juz dunno y...i felt lyk crying... or even i cried... i juz dunno y... for mie... i felt guilty for treated her badly all...haizz... yest...ard 3+am...i awake...and so... i cried...coz i think of her....haizz... i dunno y lately i feel lyk tiz... now days...i cudnt even control my feelings n patient... is lyk... my patient slowly fades away... i my m0od would easily change... haizz... lyk juz nw...slacking tym...i m0od changed alot... and soo i think she do can noticed it...coz it is damn obvious....
tell u guyz frankly horx.... if u can c my mood swing...try nt 2 tok 2 mie in the mean while... wait till my really2 calm down...u know will know it wen... i slowly start 2 tok wif u all...that is wen my m0od had calm down...i dont wan u guyz nt knowing my attitude and end up...argueing...haizz... damn...i m soo sick of my feelings...i cant even understand myself y m i lyk tiz..haizz...y? tell mie y some1? i really dun know...issit bcoz of her??? i dont think soo...she always brightened the day of mine... how abt my fwens???well n0pe...they always make mie laugh... especially FARIQ...haha ure the man....warrior of the night assemble...this phrase mcm similar urh...hahax...den who is the main cause of mie 2 b lyk tiz...i dunno leh.... haizz...really in need of some1 to share my feeling to...some1 who can understand mie well.... tell my dearest??i dunno know... it will make her more headache...summore she got sum problem oledi...dun wan to add more 2 the problem... damn.... soo who cud i share my feelings wif???
well...2day...as usually...go sk0ol.... take exams... hiaz...we finish at 11.20am ard ther...while the other classes were dismissed at ard 9.30...soo early sia...lyk fun urh... but nvm...3ip will be dismissing at 9.30am tiz coming monday...wohoo...cheer for 3ip...hahax...2day take maths paper 2 and POA...waa soo sian leh...both paper very the hard... especially maths... i dunno how 2 do... urh...starting 2 hate maths...i hate it... got dammit...wish sum1 cud teach mie in my studies...soo i still can be in 3ip...and stay the same class wif my dear2... lyk fun urh...but b4 having fun...we must suffer first as in study3...den wen we get wad result we want...we cud den have fun...for the achievement that we had obtain...for POA... for mie...is quite hard urh...but not so bad...at least i cud answer sum question..hahax...rather than nutink...hahax....
after sk0ol...got free show...fariq n pek... waa soo long urh their story...until 1+ lyk sian urh... always thier....but betta coz...nt ours...hehe...i mit khairil after sk0ol...2 gif hym sumth.ing and take sumthing in return... for the chalet thingy... after mitting hym...he and yz...came my house rest awhile...den we go out...mit james...he go his grandma haus...her my blk ther...den they wanna buy rokok...den kut3...haha...
then they wan go buy rite...den mit my dear2...pek n fariq... at the coffee sh0p at bangkit ther...easy onli urh...if nt...must play treasure hunting...2 hunt for their whereabout...then...mit them liao...we got blk 376 ther...slack awhile... den at ther...my m0od start to change...coz of sumthink...haizz... maybe my fault? or mayb nt? dunno...but shud be my fault ler...y must i be soo sensitive de?aiya... they bro-sis mahx...y must i think soo differently....hish... everytym if i think negatively...must punch my head 1 time...very the hard one...soo that i wont think negative..but positvely...haizz... dun wan tok abt tiz thingy liao ler... haiz.... :(
haizz...now mie alone...infront of the laptop all by myself...the rest all slept oledi... haizz... dunno ler... feel lyk mitting my fwens at ard pending street soccer ther...but... i dont dare... i dont dare 2 go w/o her permission... from now on...every lil things i do...always seek for the permission first b4 doin or going anywher...haizz....
k ler...thats in for 2day... i go play game till 2mr morning ler...no nid slip can soo...bye2...take carez...love u all...especially my DEAR ... muackz...to u...from mie... tataz...
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it wasnt my fault. 12:54 AM
