Sunday, May 27, 2007
here i m again...inside my r0om...2gether wid my laptop on my lap...with all the windows shut n lights r off... alone here...thinking of dear...she is totally different 2day... her sickness is worsen... dear... would u listen 2 mie once...y wouldnt u follow wad i say???... i m totally worried 4 u...i do know that u hate eating medicine...but please dear...ure sick...i do tiz because for your own g0od...u wouldnt even listen 2 mie... i had always listen 2 uu... but for tiz second...will u listen 2 mie for once... haizz... i juz couldnt say anything else dear... listening 2 ur voice juz now on the phone...i really hurt mie... ur voice had really change alot... from ther...i cud know that ure really sick...u do hv fever,flu,sore throat and cough... but wen i ask u tiz... u juz dennying it...or juz saying the word DUNNO... i know its hard 4 u 2 talk...but i really need 2 know wad sickness ure suffering wif...
i prey this 2 to g0d...please bless dear... so that she cud get well quickly... i wan her oldself...coz...wen she is sick...her attitude change...and also thers no happiness in her...if onli i cud do sumthink 2 make u smile...haizz... but i cant... i m juz plain useless...i tried doin sumtink g0od for u...but it juz nt gona work for u...haizz...i dunno wad else i cud 2 tk make up for it...haizz...
all i wan is for u 2 get well...dear...please...n i meant it...PLEASE.... do wad i ask 2 to do... i ask u to do that... and asking 2 to do all the things that u hate...is juz because of u... it means that...i really care abt u...but its nt punishment because u r sick... i really worried n care abt u soo much... please get well s0on.... i will be loooking forward 2 mit u... dear... ure always in my heart....LOVE U SO MUCH... MUACKZ!
MaoMao("v")
it wasnt my fault. 9:43 PM