Friday, May 25, 2007
hey...here i m again...infront of my laptop....updating my blog.... haizz...dunno wads happening
2 mie now days...i feel that i m really different....my m0od would swing at any momment...
haizz....dunn0 wad is affecting mie 2 b lyk thiz...haiz....
Due 2 my stupid attitude...i made dear2 really mad at mie 2day...haizz...i wont let tiz incident
happen again...coz...i scared if this continue on....i m SCARED of losing u...
i m willing lose everything else...but i m nt willing 2 lose sum1 i love the most...
the person is only YOU... i realli love u alot dear....i cant effort 2 lose u...
i might do stupid things w/o u around...haizz...becoz of u...i had stop doing the stuff i normally do wif my fwens...u are my direction 2 my everything...i love u dear...
well today...is my most saddening day ever...i hate 2day the most...i wont wan it 2 happen again...it started at class...tt tym... teacher ask us 2 clean the class again coz...its still very dirty den...every lyk dun wan 2 do urh...den some ppl including me go take the rag n clean the class...wat makes mie angry was that...i saw most of them sitting on the chair doin nthg...den i ask them to help urh... n tiz is wad they told mie..I JUZ NOW DO ALREADY WAD...NOW OTHER PPL TURN LER...i was lyk wad??? thats y i bad m0od...summore they keep asking teacher 2 gif the report bk...stupid rite they? wan report bk...but dun wan 2 help .... if juz now i was lyk my OLD-SELF...i think i would go inside class gif each of them who didnt help...gif them 1 punch at their face...but now...i must control myself...i dun wan 2 return 2 my oldself...coz i hate my oldself...
well hwee jun told mie that...juz now at class wen i shouted at them...
u think i was shouting at u rite dear?haizz....i wasnt shouting at u ler...n
i also wasnt angry at u... thers nthg 4 mie 2 b angry at u though...
coz i cant b angry to the person whom i love the most...that is u...
i wont be angry wif u easily...but try nt 2 make mie angry ler...later i realli2 angry
den abis...i got nthg 2 say ler...
well thats for 2day alrite....later at nite den i blogging again....now i wan watch tv...
LOVE DEAR2 4EVER!!!
MaoMao ("v")
it wasnt my fault. 8:15 PM
